in my life. Oh god it really gets under my skin and i start to over think, that's MY problem MY damage MY deal, yeah i know.This whole 'now I'm feeling different' thing - this stupid i change my mind. truth is I'm tired of changing my mind, I'd like some precision.. I'd like to know what i want and when i want it, what I'm doing and why I'm doing it.what I'm thinking and why, because lately I've been here there and everywhere and in the in-between. i don't feel i have the time for such time consuming motions anymore and I'm sure that will change but maybe it shouldn't.i guess what i would really like is some stability instead of the.how can i say this..-lets connect for 5 minutes or so, and then let me decide i don't care for you anymore and allow me to slip out through the back door. ?
i don't know where my head is.
